Today I turned 24 and tomorrow I am on line to 25

Today I turned 24 and tomorrow I am on line to 25

                       It was early in the morning that I realized it was my birthday. I looked at my watch, pealed my eyes to gaze the date and it was 20/11/2019. I was born on this day to a beautiful mother and handsome father who are a simple peasant family at Mongar district. I am so much glad that I could make up to this point without any hindrance and it’s all because of a holistic effort of my family including all the cousins I have. I would not forget Triple Jem for showering continuous blessings and prosperity to me and my family, indeed all the sentient beings of the this very cyclic samsara.

Completion of 24 Age of life

                       To this point, I looked at my life and there was positive and negative things happening and I feel inner engineering must be done within. Sometimes, I feel I am still young and sometimes I feel like I am getting old. Somehow, in the mediocre, I also make blunder in decision making. Still that indecisive infant, I feel! There were so much of factors that trigger my life and in some ways; it helped me to positively change myself forgetting its negative impacts.

                       Life spans of human beings are decreasing, people who live 100 years are like a day star. People are dying at 70s and 80s. 90s are also rare. Today, on the note that life is impermanent, I feel that half of my life was finished because I may live up to 50s or 60s, not more than that. Sadly, if I scrutinize myself truly on the fact that how much merit I have accumulated, it will be countable but demerits are countless. I graduated my degree completing some subjects on Buddhist philosophy but when it comes to implementing what I really know, it’s a hard thing for me.

                       Mind full of five poisons, drinking the salty water of this worldly samsara, I am dragged in the muddy world and I feel so melancholic about the kind of life that I am having. We are guided, shown the path to ultimate happiness by great philosophers who attained parinirvana like, Nagarjuna, Gyalsay Ngulchu Tokme, Gyalsay Zhiwalha and all. They have shown all the ways to have a fruitful and meaningful life, basically how to live a life, ways to accumulate merit without any affect to other sentient beings but I miserably failed to implement it practically. It’s rotten in the brain.

                       Today is yet another day to remind myself that I have a got so many things to be get done. Tomorrow is too far to dream, today is the right time to implement. I am just glad that I have completed the twelve circles of zodiac sign (Birth sing) twice without any chaos.

Finally, as I get in line to 25 tomorrow, I hope everything will be fine and good.

Thanks to everyone who made my day.